and then he said: I have to go home now, I see you, and I feel I am about to embark in an endless journey in the ocean, where I know there is no coming back. Once I am in for it, I lose all reason and sense, I will lose my sense of purpose, I will just simply loose myself, it will always be a love and hate relationship, I will always love you, but I will always have this thought of conflict, and sooner or later the conflict will turn to dissent and emotions of love and hope will turn to hate and despair, and I don’t want that, I love you much that heartache now is better than a long eternal hate. Don’t get me wrong, you are the best thing that happened to me so far or at least that is what I think now, but in that, comes the challenge of faith and belief, and I am not ready to get lost again after being found, it is true, I am confused, and I will always bring confusion to the table, my heart wants you but my soul don’t want to give in. I am sorry, I have to leave, and in leavi...